Although I said “I'd put an end to myself” a year ago, I am alive now.
So I have had a hard time since last spring. I want to die.
Conveniently, there is a rope which I bought in my room yet.
I'll do that secretly because I failed the plan last spring. I lost a good chance since I sent a mail to my friend.
I hope the plan succeeds next time for sure and feel relieved.
May she doesn't read this.